My 轮妹

Okay. I'm done with exams anyway. Some was a great disaster I would say, but some was OKAY. *prays silently

I kept on complaining how my exam timetable sucks, but in the end I was one of the earliest who finish their exams. hahaha....shoudn't have complain anyway.

So how's uni been? Everybody says I am having a great fun, hell ya no. Sometimes I hate how food sucks big time, and complaining how my coursemates were....and saying there is no leng zai with my roomate WTH.

Okay to be the truth, should I talk about my roomate?

I should say, the both of us is really different in personalities. She likes teddies and cuddle them at night, while I kicked almost everything below my bed. =.=

She mops the floor, sweeps, and I pathetically help her carry the water and can't even drain dry a mop WTH.

I like my noodles very hard, while she like lumpy ones. *stupid random facts

She talk good old jokes that can make me laugh and scream while when I say jokes, it jumbles up wth. Life sucks

She is so good with lyrics and if I can sing one verse she praise me that I have improvement T_T

I study at 3am morning...while she sleeps at 3am. =.=

And I nag her to study until I feel I become old already. But she nags me to please pick up my coins on the floor.

Hey, wait, did I just describe how messy I am? Well...no its not really.......Its occasional okay okay? OKAY


I think I just made my market drop frm 0 to negative wth.

So I'm gonna post pretty pictures to clean my image HAHAHAHA.

Speechless

如果给我一个愿望，我希望你从来没爱上我。这样，对大家都好一点。


How many times did I repeat that I had enough of it?

R.I.P

Just wanna say I am so gonna die tomorrow.

I'm not kidding. I mean I spent like how many months reading my Organic Chem in form 6 only can memorize.

Now I have left 1 day to level up. Good luck? How can luck help me if I didn't prepare well huh?

Who say uni life is easy huh huh huh...

ZZZZZZZZZ

Wanna cry but feel damn useless.

Bye.

I don't want die so in first sem lar >.<

Decision Making

Life is really a lot about decision making, and how much you want it.

University life has make me feel that "decision-making" is the most important factor for what you will become.

There won't be anybody scolding you for skipping class, but you will miss something important in class. I only miss one class and I was left with no group presentation FML. I don't know why am I so unlucky sometimes.

There will be no one to remind you to study, if you flop in your exam its okay.
You can end up facebook-ing every single minute of your time, and enjoy chatting, commenting on silly photos and have good social with everybody on facebook, get famous, but........end up thinking, whats the point?
You have an exam to study! ZZZ

There will be A LOT of activities, gatherings, outings for different social groups and you hate missing out anything.
Even if you have exam. Even THEY have exam. They still can go out like nothing happen. But can you really NOT study in your exam? And you will get a bit sulky after being left out.

But again, its all in your hands anyway.

Well, the only way to cope with it，I think is ......being moderate in anything you do.

p/s: I really want to write some of the issue going in my head...but duh....give me some time to get use to blogging my own heart again okay?

Rants

Just know that suckish line will make your mood even worst.

Duh. I don't know why am I so pissed off today. Yesterday's mood was so good and suddenly it just crashed wth.

Maybe it was because at first in the morning I wanted to eat mee sedap but ended up eating in cafe which is so suckish.

And then I did some stupid quiz and said some stupid comment about myself and ended up people commenting something really harsh I feel like am I so hateful. Which is not true lar wth wth.

And then I found out everybody's course status is change except mine. They.....just maybe misplaced my form WTH.

And I found out until now I don't have lecturer's notes because I don't have a printer. Which is not an excuse because I could print outside. But its super expensive, 10 cents per sheet.
And I'm so shy to lend notes from my coursemate because I super duper hate to see people's unwilling face. shuddup I know what you are thinking.

And I found out I am not my real me in class, like how I like to take notes but now I'm just staring at the lecturer wth wth.

And I went out to eat with my ....friend. And found out something. Not to be discuss here.

AND THEN again I got harsh stupid people saying my height all over again.
Which I nearly blow off. I think I did abit. The boys just got shocked and said sorry.

Don't say that you are joking.I know how to differentiate real jokes that are suppose to make people laugh or harsh jokes okay? Some are really meant to hurt people and sorry today my flame isn't really small.

Walaoe I really can rant if I really want to. What the...

THATS IT. I'M TAKING A BREAK. I'm going to skip night class tomorrow and ..go shopping and start studying all by myself wth.

The Secret

is the sense of belongingness.

You know why people get homesick that much? And how people just don't feel like staying somewhere or just get inactive in any groups/ society?

Its because you don't feel the sense of belonging in that particular group.

Coming to uni, I have joined loads of groups, meetings, college friends, senior gang and there are just some that I just feel...I don't belong there.

Because as first year of course, sometimes you feel neglected wth. And sometimes due to errrr different race group. Race Car *Vroooooooom.

But always, somehow we will find a clique that you will sense the sense of belonging within. You will feel that you actually belong there, you will feel that your contribution isn't in vain, you feel that it is necessary for you to be there, and you are happy for any sucess.

This is a long journey ahead. I don't know what I will become, but I hope I do find a lot of sense of belonging somewhere. I believe we will.

Okay, show you some pics of our convo! I'm choir member again so I can go in to watch *flips hair

This is also the same place where my college sat during orientation. Very nice view.

This is my err catholic senior who drives us to church. See that big ass screen? My face will appear everytime we sing. WTH damn ss. I always can't recognize myself because I look so dark on the screen.

This is the time where I feel it is very touching. The time where all graduates give a bow to all parents and teachers.

This is the part where we throw the graduates up. Our choir people throwing ex choir members. The guy is our choir master. Haha I personally feel he is like a big big bro to us.

Another one. And we surrounded them and sang to them. Believe me. The moment is........undescribable.

Don't. Laugh.My face cacat lar. Just to show what I'm wearing.

How I wear to class sometimes. Like mechanic wth. With tonnes of sweat.

I look quite pretty what. Due to the cover up of face WTH. Pretty like a duck wth.

Dear PP

Papa actually I promised myself that I will write a long post about you today. But I guess I just couldn't really put all of it in words.

Just want to tell you, that if there are any people who ask me who I respected the most, I will definitely say its you. I would proudly say that other than your kiamsiapness and undecisive nature :p, you are the perfect dad. And husband. And son. Grandma was really proud of having you as a son.

I am not gonna rant how good my dad is, because to everyone, their dad are the best.

But just today, I would just want to say that sometimes all I want is, I want you to be proud of me, because I am very proud to be your daughter.

Ah stop this crappy touchy stuff, I am not even use to this. HAHAHAHA.

Happy Birthday Dad!

Don't miss me too much, stop overloading yourself! And I hope you can go to different countries (bringing me bringing me bringing me)

Ah shit he better never finds out about my blog.